… a thought making crooked all that is straight.


Inspiration comes in unlikely places and I’m finding it hard riding the natural peaks and troughs of creativity.

Today someone called me “an artist”; a name I don’t feel I deserve, but it challenged something inside me, because ultimately that is my vocation and has been since a young age – another neglected aspect of myself.

Then this evening I watched a BBC programme about the designer Valentino. I found him and the people who worked around him inspiring. I found his female clientele insipid, superficial and gushy. As I saw them fawn over him, so obviously out of a yearning to have greatness brush off on them and heighten even further the botoxed foreheads, implanted cheek bones and ballooned bosoms – as I watched them I yelled, “Get a fucking grip, they’re only clothes!” And it’s true; as clothes and symbols of material superiority, they are nothing – they add nothing to a person’s worth but actually highlights the gaping hole inside them. Materialism as the Moloch that devours and expands the dark, empty spaces inside the soul. But as Art, as pieces of fabric couture, Valentino is indeed a genius.

Anyway, following the programme I felt so inspired by the skills of the couture seamstresses and the way-out couture of the 1920s (which taught and inspired Valentino’s work of the 1960s through a career lasting 45 years) that a stream of ideas flooded through me for my own work.

In writing, the advice is “Write what you know about” … some artists have taken the same approach: I have always found Lowrie too literal and emotionless; Cezanne and Van Gogh also show us the world through their eyes but with a layer of emotion; and others have maybe allowed the emotion to flow more strongly, such as Chagall and Dali; or delved even further into the mind as did the Expressionists and Abstract Expressionists. These are just subjective examples (and personal preferences), I am neither an art historian nor an art critic. But it got me thinking.

I am now looking at ways of combining my photography, my embroidery and my writing in single pieces.

My photography is solely about composition. I don’t have a fancy camera. It is a more than five year old, point-and-click digital camera. I don’t understand photo manipulation or photographic software, nor do I want to as I find most photo manipulation to look trite, but never quite achieving the coolness of kitsch.

My embroidery includes original sketches, machine embroidery, hand embroidery (mostly), beading, sequining… I am strongly traditional in my techniques yet experimental in what I produce.

And my writing … well, you read enough of that here, although I have also written fiction and poetry. No embroidery will be big enough to include an entire novel or even short story … or most poems … but sometimes a line is all that is needed. So I will be working on embroidery techniques using different fonts and lettering.

Let’s just say, I’ve gone from staring soulfully at my textile icon of Jesus (his hair is now finished and I have worked further on his halo [or ‘space helmet’ as a friend calls it]) to having a pool of ideas to pick and work from.

We still have no proper electricity here (over 2 years now), so no overhead lights anywhere. I think I need to invest in a daylight standing lamp so that I can actually work in the evenings. Often I feel inspired but the dim and gloomy light from my two lamps isn’t sufficient to see the stitches.

So, thank you Valentino for inspiring me, for reminding me the beauty and thrill of creation. Grazie mille!

©StarofSeshat 2011


2 responses

  1. There are so many forms of art that others dismiss. For example, my boyfriend is really into cars and video games. When he looks at a car, he sees the artistry of it: the lines, the way the engine works, the balance, the precision of the parts…think of a Ferrari, the beauty of a masterfully-engineered car in motion. He becomes so inspired by cars. As for video games, he admires how an historical landscape, like that of Renaissance Italy (and even the paintings of Da Vinci and Botticelli), can be so faithfully and beautifully reproduced, albeit digitally, in a game. He loves how one can become so fully immersed in a digital world because of the incredible detail that is put into it.

    July 9, 2011 at 5:22 am

  2. Passion is key – there is, I think, an argument for saying that any Thing that arouses passion or intense emotion is Art.

    July 9, 2011 at 12:23 pm

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